Nope, I just suck

I am not liking poker much lately. Yesterday afternoon, I fired up some tables, proceeded to lose 3 buy ins. It was mostly to one player who I should have realized was better than me, but I have a hard time quitting someone when I'm down money. Its a HUGE leak of mine.

So late last night I decide to try to find some donks and get back my loses for the day. I find 3 donks according to their PTR ratings, and get them on four tables total. Things were going great, I had erased my losses and then some and I was running really well. I was dominating 2 of the 3 "donks", while slightly losing to the other. Well, the 2 losing donks had enough and were immediately replaced by the 3rd. I guess he thought I was the donk. He ws right. I dont think he played particularly well, but I played pretty bad and before I knew it, it was 330AM and I had lost all my profit plus 6 buy ins more. UGH.

I was just at 7k, now I'm back down to 5k. It is unbelievably frustrating I dont really know where to go from here. I dont wanna give up on my HU goal but I dont really want to move down since I feel so over rolled for it. I am really lost on this, blahhhh.

Here is a graph of my last week. WARNING: MAY INDUCE VOMITING